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tranny trialstranny trials
in homo houses
when the face in the mirror
is not your own
high school holograms
your own shitty little sitcoms
you fight yourself all the way to the 'appropriate' bathroom
to find you have bled on your best boxers
call it dysphoria today
it's a disorder by tomorrow
who can you tell when the weight's about to crush you?
shut up and play your music louder
no one wants to hear this
what a faggot fumble
it's a falling house of cards
look from your hairless chin
down to your dainty dancer feet
Hath No FearGiving yourself completely up to fear is kinda like falling in love: You can't pin point exactly when it started and by the time you realize that you are surrounded by that sensation it's already game over. Just like the image of the person you are in love with starts creeping out from every unexpected corner, fear never leaves your side when you give it a welcome stay. After a restless sleep, it starts beating anxiously in your heart the moment you wake up in the morning and commands all your thoughts and actions throughout the day. It is nothing short of a prison, except you are the only inmate and the warden never takes a break. Ever.
I do not exactly remember when I let fear occupy my being but I remember the exact moment when I realized I was ruled by it. It was late in the afternoon, everybody was out there 'getting busy living' and I had locked myself inside my bed half awake, not particularly finding any valid reason to get out of it. Then I was awakened from a nightmare by my
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